Hatred.

Long 
Distance
Relationship 
SUCK, 
and 
I 
HATE 
it
like
world 
hate
"Nazi".

You and I both.

I want to wear Your shirt to bed, watch scary movie with You, talk on the phone until sunrise, sneak out at night to look a the star at night with You, play Your favorite video game, make You watch chick flick, kiss You in the rain, laugh until I can't breath, hold hands, sit at the beach and talk about life, I want to fall hopelessly in love with You.

p/s : I'm taken. =) 

I guess sometimes the past just catches up with Me, whenever I want it to or not.
I am so terribly confused!

Things I cannot photograph.

the BROKEN heart.

my LOVE for someone.

ANGER towards my father.

my TANGLED emotions.

the LAUGHTER of love ones.

how GOOD sunshines feels

my  GRANDFATHER last breath.

my SOUL.

Issues.

I hope that SOMEDAY,

someone want to hold my hand for TWENTY MINUTES straight,

and that's all they do,

they DON'T pull away,

they DON'T looked at my face,

they DON'T try to kiss me,

they JUST wrap me up in their arms without an ounce of SELFISHNESS in it.

Jolly joy

The best kind of "Friend" is the kind you sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation that you ever had.

Happy Holidays Peeps.!

Goodbye Sweet Melody.

Sweet Melody. 

Kittens.

When I'm sad, i look at Kittens Pictures since i'm not allowed to have one here....  Kittens makes me happy. Here, some of picture that will make You smile and go "awwwwhhhh"... trust me..! it helps,smiled. =)

Good Night... Sweet Dream.

Fuck-up World.

If I'm going to fuck up my life, does it really matter which way I do it?..

Back.

Finally remember my blog password, and yeah.. i'm back writing on this old blog of mine.! Just deleted all random old stuff, things that best left behind... =) 

How's life? nothing change since 2010. Still the same old me, yup.! sad hu?  still stuck here, still a medical student that barely passed. Still having Insomnia, Still having trouble of getting/making new friends... Still the same... 

Love life? best not to discuss now.! Maybe i'll write about it another time in other post. =( 

and, I missed my MUM. =(

Who am I?

That's the secret i'll never tell. 

You know you love me.

xoxo,gossip girl.

Tell me what i wanna hear.

Tell me you love me.